Worship
By Túpac Atámo
It is a word that is used, but often in the wrong contexts. How can a man worship another man? It defies the Natural Law, and only 1,000's of years of FALSE INDOCTRINATION BY WICKED CHURCHES & STRUCTURES could so utterly pervert the beauty of true Worship. Adoration of the GOD within Her is a return to innocence, purity, and heaven.
The Garden of Eden.
I do not pretend to be here, but I have touched the place, and felt the velvety frequency of her Yoni's utter embrace of my being; enveloping me with Liquid Gold that pours thru every cell, and vibrates Purple, Blue, Green, then Red, then all.....
Then melts my hardness, tension, hatred, rage, bitterness, disgust, and madness.
And until I can stay here, I am like a reed, swaying in the wind, without mooring; and all my pretend insights & wisdom are like tinkling brass, amidst a SYMPHONIC DISPLAY OF GODLINESS.
The Sun shines, and I stand in darkness. And She shines brighter, and I hide. "Adam, why do you cover your nakedness?" comes the voice of the Angelic Being known colloquially as Woman, as Eve.
"I AM HIDDEN, EVIL MONSTER. LOOK AWAY FROM MY FACE," my deceitful human shouts at her.
and so it begins. Another round of death. Kill me. and then Kill me again. and again and again
until I disappear, perhaps forever, or until tomorrow, when sleep will blind my heart to our lovemaking all night, and I will think I'm a separate man, and she a separate woman, and forget that I am always inside of her cosmic portal.
And my life, my breath, my livelihood, my inspiration, my soul's mission and purpose, my joy, is all due to Her, all for Her, all nothing without Her.
And still I fall asleep.
And still I pretend it's dark as She Shines down brightly.
Even as I get hot, and begin to sweat, and feel myself shake, burn, and incinerate from within, I still think of myself as bigger, stronger, and better.
Still obsessed with winning. How can I win a war against my Inner Feminine? How can I battle my own Goddess? How can I hurt my Love? Why do I fight with my Wife? Ester, I beg your Mercy and Pardon.
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