TÚPAC IV

Did an Osho meditation

By Túpac IV

Me, journeying through the pain in my right chest area. I found a small child. He was angry.

He looked up at me and his eyes turned blood red. “You’ve abandoned me! Over and over and over again! And you’ve trapped me here!”

Me: .

Child: Turns black and turns on a force field. The force field won’t allow my orange light to penetrate.

I continue Intending. Gently. So gently Intending to heal this rift and penetrate.

Me: You’re my true self?

Child: Yes!

Me: When I asked 20 years ago as a Mormon Missionary who my real self was, I saw a very serious man walking maybe 100 yards in front of me. He walked straight. He was commanding. He was like a steel beam. You are a small child. And you’re angry. And you’re sitting there with your head down and you seem sad. How can this be?

Child: That was not your true self. That was your dad.

Me: .

Child: “You ain’t ever had a friend like me! <><><><> I’m FREEEEEEEEEEE. HAHAHAHA. YAAAAAY. See? Grab my hand I’ll show you something.

Me: AHHHHHHHHH!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!

Child:

The child whips me around like a rag doll. I spin so fast that I should be sick, but I’m actually feeling amazing. He has super-human strength and whirls me around until I’m just a blurry sphere of 360 degree streaks of color.

Me: Ok, this is actually fun. Haha. Hahahahaha. 



Me: Child: Daddy, are you back? Is it really you? Are you going to leave again?

Me: You’re worth any sacrifice kid. You’re worth it. I’ll always fight for you.

Child: Will you stand up for me when someone tries to overpower me? And stop caring more about the others out there than me in here? Do you think they’re more real than me?

Me: Yes. Yes, I will. I’m the Father. You’re the Child. I swear to always protect you first, and serve you.



I look to the child, and it dawns on me. This doesn’t seem like a boy.

Me: Wait, are you a girl?

Child: You didn’t think all that magic was coming from a dude, did you?

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